I had enough of football. I'm tired of being made fun of, im tired of getting laughed at cause i get confused easily. Today i was told not to practice by the trainer cause im dehydrated, andall i got was lip from players, asnd coaches... i almost got into a fight wih 3 people. it took cody, my best friend we are like brothers since we where little kids; anyhow he had to hold me back(4th time this summer one time i was gunna throw an 80ib dumbbell at some kid cause he called me weak on shoulderpress. I added more then what he weighs and did it more times then we where supposed to. I got up in his face and he called me a fat b@$^@*d (IDK if thats a swear word so i put it) I shoved into him, cody pulled me back and sat me necxt to the dumbbells. I grabbed an 80 and put it up and went to throw it(it was heaveyer then it looked lol, it about fell idk where i got the strength to lift it) and he managed to talk me out of it and sat me down and calmed me down. Anyhow, today i got called everything and its brother. it hurt me to quit but i feel thats what they wanted anyhow. I made a few friends that ill prob loose but oh well... and a few of the water girls were really cute and nice but once again preppies. i get yelled at by people for saying they are cute but what ever. i got a gf :p...

anyhow long story hot i told them to kiss it...

I got called a devil worshiper today as well wt heck is up with that.... that was rude lol... i do not worship the devil or really anything other then i guess god... anyhow im done ranting about how much i hate football and ego egotistical preppies...

wwe,

I an not sure what to say to you. High school can be a rough time. Kids can be cruel. I am sure you have heard it before - but it is true.

It is a good thing you had your friend to control you. You could have seriously insured or maybe even killed someone. It sounds like you need to get some help in controlling your temper.

We care about you and don't want you to end up in bad trouble.

Sorry you are having such a bad time.

Fay

wwe,

Sorry! I know how much you enjoyed football! That was so mean of them! Coaches too? You would think that adults wouldn't act like that! Totally shameful! Like Fay said, kids can be cruel!! I hate that! My heart just aches when I hear about kids being mean in high school to you or my daughter or anyone! The world is so different when you get out of high school...hang in there until you graduate!! Look on the bright side, now you have more time to train for wrestling and stuff!

I remember that your temper is really bad...lucky that Cody was there! You should probably learn to control it.

I don't understand that either about calling you a devil worshipper. Where did they get that idea? I know that's not true at all.

Maybe those friends that you made, if they are true friends, will continue being friends with you, hope so!

Hate to say it, but maybe you're better off away from those football jerks...

oh WWE I am sorry to hear about what happened. Like they said kids can be cruel. You did what you felt you had to do. I believe that everything works out for the best. Maybe this will be an ok thing open up some other opportunities.

I have to also agree with the other ladies about your temper. THat worries me also. WHat would you have done if your friend had not been there? WWE I think you need to talk to someone about your temper. It should frighten you when you think about what could have happened. He is not always gonna be there to save you from yourself.

I am glad you have a good friend like him. That is a priceless thing. Hang in there.

I know, him and I fight so much though... IDK why, but we argue like nothing more... If I where him I'd not hang with me either lol...

My temper though isn't that horrible. I mean sometimes it gets the best of me, but I do stray from problems, and do my best to avoid them. I hate to fight, especially when I know the person can whoop me lol, but other times for what ever reason it just lashes out. It happened with tara and me a while back. She said if I don't go to homecomming with her then she'll take joe(its some bi kid who talkes all big behind my back but when im there he wont, long story... I guess I do make fun of him allot but he shouldn't be bi or what ever.) and she grabbed my hand and aparently i grabbed harder then i thought i don't remember much of it I kinda blacked outI didn't hit her but her wrist popped and was swollen for a day or too... Her mom said she isnt mad, but said I need to get a better grip of my self before something big does happen. She said if I wasnt going through what I am with my grand parents divorcing, and pap not wanting anything to do with me, and allot of other stuff I don't feel like typing then she prob would of gotten p.o'd with me.

LOL maybe I'm to soft with people, so they think I don't fight back like everyone else but then when they find out that I do they leave me alone and someone else thinks I'll back down idk...

Oh well lol...

wwe,

So sorry! I didn't know that your grandparents were getting a divorce and there are problems with your Pap!! Hang in there! It'll all work out! Keep your chin up!

Wwe,

I am sorry for all the periles life has thrown towards you... it is indeed a tough life for each one of us.... but.. yes... there is a but, cause you at the age of 16 show now know the difference between kids and grown-ups

Unfortunatley, some kids grow up faster than others

You see... each one of us has to deal with the differrent "periles" in life... why you may ask?... well... it just is... each of us are different... ya know... individuals.

To me... you are trying to find an excuse for your temper... dude... you do have one and its not under control or "normal temper". I dont think I would be accepting your issues for popping my kid's wrist, cause you "blacked out"... bolocks dude!!

There will always be issues in life!!

So your grandparents are getting divorce and your father couldnt be bother... its their life!!

Your father doesnt know what is it to be a "father"... gosh... you are a great sweet boy/man to be and he is losing out big time!! Just make sure you do not walk in his path... make your own! You know better!!

Ok.. fine... you may have to deal with more stuff in life, just dont make it lose track of what you really want.

Dont let what others think of you influence in what you really want

The best thing you can do is ignore the ones that gives you issues, try as hard as possible to do so, yes, I know It's hard sometimes but that's the best route to take...